If you’re reading this blog, you and I (there are two of us, right?) probably have some things in common. A love of astronomy is perhaps one of those things.
I felt rather nostalgic last night as I stepped outside after dark and looked up at the stars on a cold, clear winter night. It brought back memories of my youth when I would regularly spend hours outside looking at the sky, often with my telescope, but sometimes just reclining in a lawn chair and looking upward. I miss those times very much. They were times of joyful, focused solitude.
I became interested in astronomy at a very early age. I’m not sure when, exactly, but I think it started just before I began attending school. I recall my older brother having a telescope and I’m sure I must have looked through it.
Eventually, I had telescopes of my own and I began watching the sky and reading astronomy books with a passion.
My love of science fiction kicked in around 7th grade when a junior high friend suggested I read some books by Robert Heinlein. That really fueled my imagination; I couldn’t wait for the future to arrive when huge, rotating, doughnut shaped space stations would orbit the earth and rocket ships would routinely blast off from space ports to visit the stations, or the moon, or the planets.
In 8th grade, two milestones occurred. First, I suddenly discovered that I loved science, especially physics, so much that I wanted to make it my life’s work. Second, I discovered Star Trek. That fascination with physics endured for quite some time and I contemplated a career in astronomy or astrophysics.
I think it was my sophomore year in college that things changed. I still loved astronomy. A great date night for me was to visit the Fernbank Planetarium. But somehow the joy was always missing in class. I’ve never been able to understand why that happened, but I never quite got it back. Untethered from physics, I bounced through a variety of other career possibilities and ultimately found myself working on computer systems.
I never became Dr. Appleby, renowned astrophysicist. The space stations of today, with their broken toilets, are a shadow of the things I dreamed about. The spaceships? Same thing. The fascinating world I watched on Star Trek? It never happened. I guess it never will.
All of this (perhaps boring) preamble is connected to an article I read today about NASA’s next mission. It might be to bring back some rocks from the moon, or maybe a piece of asteroid. A third choice is to land on Venus.
Hmmm. What would I choose?
Rocks from the moon? I don’t know. I guess that would be okay. A piece of asteroid? Better, but not great. Land on Venus? I sort of like it, but I know it will end up generating more discussions about carbon dioxide. I’m sick of carbon dioxide. Let’s forget Venus.
How about going out to Saturn and grabbing something from the ring system? I like that. Or maybe scoop up something from one of the Jovian moons and check it out?
What I really want is a real space station.
Or a warp engine.
Something.