A Systems Philosopher?

It’s that time of the year when I think about what’s next.  What do I want to accomplish in 2018 and what do I need to accomplish?  What are my interests?  What are my priorities?

Do you ever find that your interests and your priorities don’t align very well?  I guess we all do.  That’s certainly my situation at the moment.  It’s one of the challenges of life, of course.  You have to make choices – trade-offs – and that’s not always easy.

I don’t have the answers, yet.  I know that I’d like to have more time to dig deeper and deeper into complexity and chaos.  Yes, I’m serious.  I suppose I’m more metaphysician than anything else.  If I could have made a living as a philosopher, that’s what I would be doing.

I’d also like to experiment with AI, just for some personal applications.  And, in general, I wish I could get back to doing more programming.  It’s been a long time since I’ve done that.

I’d also like to have time to do some writing, especially on professional development and consulting.  And I’d like to bring out a new version of my Effective Speaking book.

The desire to learn, apply, and teach is part of my nature.  Teaching is one of my question marks, though.  I have always enjoyed teaching, but, honestly, I seem to enjoy it less now.  Maybe it’s because I simply need to teach new things.  Or maybe it’s that, to me, technology has depersonalized teaching in the same way it seems to depersonalize everything else.

Then, there’s my profession – systems engineering.  It pays most of the bills and keeps me at the center of complexity (and always on the edge chaos).  It’s also “who I am” and “what I do.”  I’ll miss it when it’s gone.

How do I bring these disparate things together into a meaningful whole?

If only I could be a systems philosopher.